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Like I said...this update is grossly overdue! My last entry was Dec. 14...gosh...

>>>About life in general from Dec. 2008 to early 2009

Well...most of my close friends already know in detail the events of my life not too long ago. 2008 went out with a BAng so to speak. I got my Christmas wish without even realizing it. That being, spending Christmas, more or less
(in chat anyway), with the person I WANTED TO SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH. DEveloping new relatioships and maintaining old ones. 2008 was a roller coaster of a year: it started out like I WAS GOING TO DO SUICIDE...AND IT ENDED REALLY WELL. THAT WAS MY FAVORITE LIFE-CHANGING YEAR...so far. I learned a lot and grew up in 2008.

>>>2009 and onward...

This year so far has been miraculous to say the least. I can't tell you how frighteningly well things went with me at the start of this  year. More or less everything I WANTED WAS GIVEN TO ME...not material desires mind you. The steppingstones to my dreams have been laid out...almost. One of my dreams came true but with a little snag. I found the love of my life and hopefully, with God's will, we'll stay together until the end.

     Culinary school has been a blast! I love food and I believe I have a genuine passion for cooking. Not so much being a restauranteur or something, i don't know, maybe I'm just afraid to go that far? We shall see mon ami! I love to bake and create things and make people happy with the things I've come up with~!
     I am quite laid-back in life and the thought of OJT (on-the-job-training) SCARES THE BAJEEBERS OUTTA ME, but I guess in every job you GOTTA START SOMEWHERE RIGHT? I still havent given up on my dream to be an animator at Disney, though now being in a relationship brings all new challenges to the roster. >_< I never regret going into the relationship as it has done a great deal of good for me and my guy...AND frustrations to our friends...but I thank them whole-heartedly for their support and...lectures. I love you guys!

2009 I believe will be a most challenging year for me. This year I am required to "grow up" or "face the music". It's been fun but this year has down its road SAD GOODBYES...NOT REALLY GOODBYE...JUST FAREWELLS...and ample challenges, those which require me to STEP VERY FAR AWAY FROM MY COMFORT ZONE. I'M SCARED. UTTERLY AFRAID. I CAN'T TELL YA HOW MUCH MY KNEES WANNA TURN TO JELLY at the thought of the things I have to face. Sure, those who know what I'm talking about might say that's nothing, but  we have our own sets of fears and abilities to cope. I pray that I'm strong enough to see things through to the end. Amen!


>>>On the CHIP "CHEAP" TSAO ISSUE

     In my emails to friends, I have already shared my disgust and sever disappointment on the issue. houseonahill.net/chip-tsao-on-…
To those not familiar of this issue: the bottom line is that a Hong Kong columnist Chip Tsao wrote a severly insulting article about the Filipino people, which an excerpt is found on the link above. "As a nation of servant, you do not flex your muscles at your master, from whom you earn most of your bread and butter." DAMN...excuse me???? Country of servants??? EXCusE MEEEE???? Some argue that the article can be read in different perspectives, as a satire or something. And this Chip Tsao person has formally apologized to the Philippine government www.abs-cbnnews.com/nation/04/… but still...that's besides the point. I have too much class and a proper upbringing to stoop down to the level of backlashing at him...*hem hem* Plus, I'm no racist either!
     My point for being  severly upset is this: MOM FREAKING CANCELLED MY VACATION TO HONGKONG DISNEYLAND!!!!! All because of that article and boycott on Hongkong. DAMMMIT!! We cant go to Disneyland Anaheim or even Disneyworld in Florida (God I love Forida!!) cuz we can't afford it anymore. T_T And the HKDL trip was to introduce the babies (my 6 and 7 year old nieces) to the magical place that is Disneyland!!! T_T I did all my research, called several travel agencies just to get the perrrfect package...and it all blows up on my face...I even shopped for funky clothes to wear to Hongkong which is ironic...cuz Hongkong...like Shinjuku is soooo the place to shop...in my opinion. ^_^v yeah! So now...no more Disneyland...I think my heart just collapsed. *sigh* oh well...

>>>>Summer vacation...

I HAVE NONE. *PERIOD* My classes are ongoing until September or until December on the same schedule every day... Mon-WEd 5:30-9:30pm or occasionally 2:00-6:00pm...My friend Michelle invited us to her home in Bantayan island...beautiful white sands!! TAKE A GANDER AT THAT, MON AMI: farm1.static.flickr.com/55/111…
But I'm not sure when exactly. ^_^ Hope that turns out well...but no bOys allowed sooo...sorry wo Airen! I SOOOO ENVY MICHELLE FOR LIVING THERE!

>_< I want CrazyCrepes from Boracayyyy!!!
CrazyCrepes img169.imageshack.us/img169/83…
Boracay www.pinoyherald.org/wp-content…

Ahhhh....the Philippines is tres magnifique! ^_^v I love being a Filipina! ^_^v Yeeeeeaaaah!!!

i HOPE to upload some new stuff today...I'VE done qite a lot but they'r enot that good...

Well, i bid everyone a happy summer (unlike me) and to everyone else, ENJOY YOUR BREAKS!!!! wOOHAAA!

Happy 60th birthday mommy (April 8, 2009)!!!!!

I love Jim Carrey!!!! www.thehollywoodnews.com/artma… img2.timeinc.net/people/i/2008… SExXY!!!! media.bigoo.ws/content/gif/fun… the best performance EVERRRR!!!


Hasta la huego! Ciao!
~Ria
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100 truths....

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Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Sky Dive
2. Ride all the rides in all Disney Parks
3. Work for Disney Animation...and win an award...XD

Three Names You Go By:
1. Fuu
2. Ria
3. Isabel

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1. Fufuria
2. RiaJ_17
3. Zephyr Mountainmist

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1. Eyes
2. Lips
3. feet???

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. Filipino 50%
2. Spanish  25%...mom
3. Chinese  25%...dad

Three Things That Scare You:
1. Scary movies
2. Physical Pain
3. HEIGHTSSSSSSS

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. Liquid  Eyeliner for Sultry eyes
2. Sketchpad n pencil
3. MP3 Player

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. underwear
2. green t-shirt
3. white shorts

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1. BoA
2. Rain/Bi
3. Dong Bang Shin Gi

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1. I believe - OST Honey
2. A Dream is a wish your heart makes - Cinderella
3. When you Believe - Prince of EGypt

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1. TRUE Love
2. Loyalty
3. Trust

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1. I never lie...or I try to avoid it at all cost
2. I'm in love...
3. Eggs are my fave foodie...

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1. Eyes (sexy and sultry)
2. Skin (Clean, pale)
3. Washboard abbs....

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. Singing and TRYIN to dance
2. Drawing
3. Cooking

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1. go to the bathroom
2. cry
3. hang myself

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1. Animator
2. Actress
3. Voice Actor.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1. Japan
2. DISneYWORLD
3. Hawaii

Three Names You Like:
1. Kyle
2. Elizabeth
3.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1. I Wear big t-shirts
2. I play video games...
3. I've always wanted a remote controlled car...

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1. I have Boobs...
2. I have a vagina....rofl lolz
3. I love LOVE LOOOOOVE Pink!!!!


---

001. Real name → Maria Isabel
002. Nickname → Ria/ Fu
003. Status → Heart broken
004. Zodiac sign → Virgo
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → I a dancer
007. Middle School → be bullied...was a tomboy
008. High School → Hated IT WITH ALL MY GUTS
009. Smart → YUS!
010. Hair color → Brown/Black...
011. Long or short → super short
012. Loud or Quiet → LOUD
013. Sweats or Jeans → smexxeh Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera!!!!!!!
015. Health freak → naaahhh
016. Drink or Smoke?→ NEVVVAH!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → OH DEAR GOD YES!
018. Eat or Drink → BOTH...durrr....
019. Piercings → both ears and no more
020. Tattoos → ewwww if permanent...

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when i was a baby
024. First best friend → Martha
025. First award → Recognition medal for Art
026. First crush → Jason David Frank
027. First pet → A rabbit
028. First big vacation → Disney World
030. First big birthday → ever since i was born i HAD huge parties...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing
050. Drinking → nothing
052. I'm about to → scream bloody murder
053. Listening to → pirates of the caribbean
054. Plans for today → sleep...its evening
55. Waiting for → him to tell me...

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → 6 at the most...
059. Want to get married? → yes...to the right man...
060. Careers in mind → animation and movies!!!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneously Romantic!!!!!!!!!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice arms
074. Sensitive or loud → more sensitive will balance out my loud!!!!!!
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant is annoying but trouble maker is worse...

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes
081. Ran away from home → never
084. Broken someones heart → yeah...poor guy...
085. Been arrested → neverrrrrr
087. Cried when someone died → course!

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → sometimes.
090. Miracles → yes.
092. Heaven → yes.
093. Santa clause → yes. So sue me!
094. Sex on the first date → Hell No!!!!!
095. Kiss on the first date → nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Oh yes........
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Nope
099. Do you believe in God → Of course!!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → uhhh....yesss...
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:new:EDIT! ADDITIONS! UPDATES! Nov. 18,2008 5:44pm
I seem to be in the mood to answer TAGS and Q&As today...Well, here's a new batch I got from :icongaarasgirl86:

How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[x] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum (and other food and munchies:popcorn::sushi::milk:)
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times (quite frequently...damn traffic! :sleepy:)
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times (just...forgot...XD...bad Fufu!)
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] missed school just because you felt like it (I'd go to the clinic and pretend to be sick! XD )
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7


[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 12

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[ ] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 16

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission (my seat was right next to the door...I would just sneak out...XD)
[ ] broke the dress code
[x] failed a class (And that is why I'm ot of school! O_O...:blushes::-o then again I never wanted to be in that course...)
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 19

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[ ] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 22

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class( I REMEMBERED DROOLING ON THE DESK TOO!!! Physics class...XD ;p )
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework (that's how we survived...baaaad kids)
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 26

Multiply by 3
grand total: 78%

...and that means WHAT?! O_O...aheehee!

I tag anyone who wants to do this!



Stolen from :iconchinchikurin: ^_^

1) How old do you wish you were?
Just the age I am now. 20~! Not too young and not too old...maybe 17 too...hehehe

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
In shool...shocked...

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Push the button relentlessly or punch the darn thaaang!

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
Yup. ^_^v

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
Uh...I don't dig permanent...henna...all over my arms...hehehe

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
JAPANESE!!! (I'm about a quarter way there...) And FRENCH!

7) Do you know your neighbours?
No. We move a lot...

8) What do you consider a holiday?
Holiday...hmmm...Christmas...hahahaha!!!

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
Sometimes...It's kinda fun.

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
Unless it's serious and I get the folks permission. But otherwise...naaah...

11) Are you touchy feely?
Quite. I love giving hugs, cheek-kisses...kisses in general (friendly)!!

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
"No XD I tend not to get on very well with people that aren't like me"---Same here! Then again, my best buddy :iconelisa-nuble: and I have A LOT OF OPPOSING TRAITS! ^_^

13) Dream job?
Manga artist/Character designer for games, DISNEY & PIXAR ANIMATOR, Shoe designer, Pastry chef  

14) Favorite channel(S)?
Lifestyle Network, Disney Channel, Discovery Channel, Nat Geo

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
my bed or the malls

16) Showers or Baths?
BOTH!!! Showers to freshen up, baths too relax and cool down!

17) Do you paint your nails?
Yup! In various patterns too!

18) Do you trust people easily?
Yeah, I elieve all people have some good in them!

19) What are your phobias?
HEIGHTS! BUGS! AMPHIBIANS! and TIGHT SPACES!

20) Do you want kids?
Six at the max! 2 at the minimum!

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Ever since I was little.

22) Where would you rather be right now?
DISNEY WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
Depends!

24) Are you paranoid?
Quite. XD

25) Are you impatient?
I suppose so...heeheehee!

26) Who can you relate to?
uhhh...my friends? And my older brother in love matters...O_O

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
None of my business. Love and Peace y'all!

28) Have you been burned by love?
SEVERAL TIMES! XD Oh LOve, why do you hate me so?

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
BLEACH - ALONES

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
Writing in my journal about the pains of being in love...

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
3D Class 1:30pm to 3:30 pm

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
MINE...TOuya's...ours...XD

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
Whie hello kitty

34) Why is there no question here
No question mark???

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?
Mp3, Celly, Nintendo DS

36) What color are your bed sheets?
The Little Mermaid....SO SUE ME! I LOVE DISNEY! XD

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?
Php 200...???

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
WINGS!!! BUFFALO WINGS!!!! XD

39) What's your favorite town/city?
Orlando, Florida....

40) I can't wait till?
I Get accepted into PIXAR!...or when Mr. Yumyum says he likes me...XD

41) Who got you to join myspace?
My best buddy Jared.

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
Uhhh....can't remember...I didn't eat i think....

43) How tall are you barefoot?
5'0"

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?
Uhhh what???? EWWW......nevvar...

45) Do you own a gun?
Does a toy gun count? XD hahahaha

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
OJ, Coffee....lemon iced tea

47) What is your favourite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
my lovely, pleasing, perky personality! XD BWahahahaha!!!! Or a giant suction cup and a rope...

48) Do you have A.D.D.?
I can S.U.B.T.R.A.C.T....well, that was a stupid answer. XD

49) What time did you wake up today?
6:30 am-ish???

50) Current worry?
Whether my lifemeans anything...whether I will find true love??

51) Current hate?
The fact that I'm in love...

52) Favorite place to be?
My Room. DISNEY WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

53) Where would you like to travel?
Need I say it again? DISNEY WORLD!!!!!!!!!!

54) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
Have a loving lovely husband, traveling the world, DISNEY WORDLD TRIP FOR ALLLLL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY..., a respectable position in DISNEY ANIMATION...

55) What songs do you sing in the shower?
Disney SOngs...F4...JPOP

56) What was the last thing that made you laugh?
WAtching the TinkerBell movie on my dad's laptop......O_O

57) Worst injury you've ever had?
Ripped ligament on my left knee

58) Does someone have a crush on you?
I KNEW some who DID...but now? I have NO CLUE!

59) What's your favorite candy?
HERSHEY's!!!! REESES too!

60) What song is stuck in your head?
Can't help falling in love with you - ATeens

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Anybody got advise on how to get rid of being...in love??? (Ahahah!! Emo Fufu...this is redculous!)

Take care everyone!
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:new: AWESOME PERSONALIY TEST! HOHOHO
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Okay soooo it's been a while since I last updated my journal.

Here's the juicy tidbits of my life so far...

I started 3D animation class last October 15. It was a blast!!!:pc:
I made a twittering, twirling fairy princess!! XD:flirty:
Shout out to :iconshawking: MarKYUUU!!! And to J-chan, Ate Penny, Ate Michelle, Ate Melissa, Ate GEMMA, Kuya Bandoy, who else???
MOST ESPECIALLY TO..."SIR" JIMMMMM ABANIL!!! You ROCK MAN!!!
Nosebleed 3D skillZZzz!!!:worship:

:spotlight-left:                                  :spotlight-right:
Our MassKarra BLEACH Cosplay was a blast. We ad such a rockin' good time!
Preparations were hellish! There were like 12-15 of us in :iconkiwikae44:'s house!!! Nesama!!! Omg her mom was scary! O_O...Sowee!!!

It was pure pandemonium as you can see from the half-baked Toushiro hair that I had...T_T...
Nell was doing Grimmjow's hair, Soifon was doing Kaien's, Nemu's and Luppi's as well as her own! They're first timers! XD Bravissimo!
Momo, Nanao and Orihime were helping each other out, I was fixing my hair...waxing it until NELL washed it all off!! O_O T_T
Ulquiorra was helping everybody with whatever...CHAOS I TELL YOU!!!
Later on when we started putting on our conact lenses, poor Sai-chan/Grimmy was tearing-up all over! It was his first time to wear lenses and his eyes didnt like it very much...:rofl: It look us something like 100,000,000 times to put the blue lens on his right eye!!! Nemu and Luppi were witnesses! XD
Nell, CUT OFF some of my hair too...used to have long hair, and had it cut several months ago just to fit Toushiro's hairstyle but now it grew TOO LONG,so we had todo some improvising!!! O___O ahhh!!!

We were supposed to be "dispatched" by 8pm but since we started late, we ENDED UP GETTING REALLY LATE!!! LIKE 2 HOURS LATE!!! O_O
J-chan/Ulquiorra and I, high-tailed from 3D class at 4:30pm that day just to make it at around 5:30pm to Nesama Nell's house. He traffic was horrendous!!!

But the night was awesome and we posed for people and did our thing. I hated the fact that passers-by would just GRAB OUR SWORDS to SEE IF IT WAS REAL!! YESSS FREAKING HELL IT WAS REAL!!!! You are VIOLATING CAPTAIN TOUSHIRO HITSUGAYA'S PERSONAL SPACE!!! BACK AWAY CRETIN!!!! ho ho ho

WE got to McDonald's at around 12am and we had "dinner". Actually just ice cream, fries and softdrinks and a few burgers. Grimmjow was pretty hungry cuz he apparently didnt eat since lunchtime.

AKatsuki was there too and we mingled. ^_^ YEYS!!! I got to HUG HIDAN!!! KYUUUU!!! There was even a guy who looked something like a GACKT cosplayer which just made me SQUEEEE for joy!!! He wasnt with us but he was STARING at us ALL night!!! I didnt get tosee his face very well but he was FIIIIIINE!!!...I think? I was too shy to get a picture with him!

We did some more crazy crack photos in the Lagoon across McDonalds and I was finally able to hold a HELIUM balloon after 15 years!!! O_O...whatthe?! heheheh his time it was 100 times bigger than the Helium Mickey Mouse Balloon at Disney World! XD it was a promotional Balloon by GLOBE. :rofl: It was heavvvvy!! O_O or rather...I wasn't heavy enough to hold it down! XD

:sun::sun::sun::sun::sun::sun::sun:DISNEY WORLD:sun::sun::sun::sun::sun::sun::sun:
Just kidding!!! I WISH I could go to Disney World!!! It's been 15 years man!!! I wanna go with all my bestest buddies too!...Cuz my family can be a bit boring...XD I told them all to start saving! Its gonna cost us every penny we have but I swear ON MY LIFE it is WORTH EVERY PENNY!!! 2 weeks guys!!! 2 Weeks to frolic in the Floridian SUN! XD

:community:Those who must COME! Or else I will never speak to you...EVER!!! XD
TINTA: :iconkiwikae44:Katz, J-chan, :iconbian2x:Bian, :iconangelsai:Saiya, :iconelisa-nuble:Eli, :iconshawking:Mark, :iconladymydnyt:Rosario, Joyce
Butterscotch: Mina, Kris, Chiller, Kenny

Other freinds are invited too!!!

:heart::butterflytwo::heart::butterflytwo::heart::butterflytwo::heart::butterflytwo::heart::butterflytwo::heart::butterflytwo::heart::butterflytwo:

In love?:hug: Maybe...hahaha...my head's in a doozy thinking about it...:slamhead::nana:

"Someday my prince will come...":chix0r: Gahahahaha!!!

Whatevs...It's a WONDERFUL feeling but it sucks too...it sucks not being able to do anything about it...yeeesh...

:donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut::donut:

I have much more to tell but I guess this journal is LONG ENOUGH!!! So I'll save it for next time! I hope you all are doing fine!
BTW, please pray for me. I think I need a few more prayers to get my life on the right track. ^_^

Huggles and Kisses!!!
RiaJ
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Fake Friends Repost

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

P.S. I didn't start this, got it from :icongaarasgirl86:
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